Spent 5 hrs on valentine's day digging my car because it was stuck

i thought i wud be happy in dunya/maya away from allahs/yhwh's punishment in akh-ira/afterlife

turns out he is punishing me here too.

4 hrs of manual hand digging i had to do.

car stuck with rocks directly beneath it. 4-5 huge rocks made it impossible to move. ruined my plans for trolling bitches this valentines. there were not many outside and that was weird. maybe dating or hiding. so no loss there. its not like all of america suddenly dates everyone on this day. many are dateless.

and a sanyasi like me shudnt and dont care abt mortal nonsense.

no such celebrations in deva nagri. we are serious gods. intense people where asuras like allah yhwh are banned permanently.

one can become a god. u have to suffer for the world over and over without any payback.

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that ruin i went to (building in construction) was an otherworldly sight 20 mins ago. i had a car otherwise i would have stayed there for an hr. that game dracula resurrection type interior environment BUT huge in scale. 30-40 story building that is ruins (all buildings are ruins theory).

i must go back there tonight or tomorrow.



boulders from the times of david hinder pharoah's chariot


 there were like 4-5 such boulders

couldnt move my car because they were underneath and car was piled on upon it

like a pendulum

dirt roads and shortcuts

never go there

lesson learned.

the universe fucks with everyone